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Truthfully, after his honest affirmation, Paul was the last person I wanted to spend more than five minutes with. I enjoyed simple pleasures and took time alone to connect with and savor what is.
At first, it was painful to look into his eyes while offering a brief good morning.I don’t talk about his girlfriend, and he no longer hints about my love life.I respect that he has a lady love so I won’t be e-mailing him flirty texts at midnight, and he won’t be asking me if I’d like to go see the new action film with him. Whatever the future holds for Paul, and for me, we have the present company and compassionate understanding that comes from knowing each other for a decade.I’m not sure what flipped the switch for me, but I’d already cheered him when he ran two marathons, listened when his wife left and they divorced, and written while he lived abroad twice serving a medical charity.We’ve raised money for causes and exchanged myriad e-mails about jobs, travels, and our families—my sister’s marriage, his siblings’ children being born.